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When I was ill, she knew

“I have been feeding pigeons, thousands of them, for years… but there was one pigeon, a beautiful bird, pure white with light gray tips on its wings; that one was different…. I loved that pigeon… as a man loves a woman, and she loved me. When she was ill I knew, and understood; she came to my room and I stayed beside her for days. I nursed her back to health. That pigeon was the joy of my life. If she needed me, nothing else mattered. As long as I had her, there was a purpose in my life. Then one night as I was lying in my bed in the dark, solving problems, as usual, she flew in through the open window and stood on my desk. I knew she wanted me; she wanted to tell me something important so I got up and went to her. As I looked at her I knew she wanted to tell me – she was dying. And then, as I got her message, there came a light from her eyes – powerful beams of light… it was a real light, a powerful, dazzling, blinding light, a light more intense than I had ever produced by the most powerful lamps in my laboratory. When that pigeon died, something went out of my life. Up to that time I knew with a certainty that I would complete my work, no matter how ambitious my program, but when that something went out of my life I knew my life’s work was finished.”

  • John O’Neill, Prodigal Genius: The Life of Nikola Tesla,
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Gone Fishing, Again

I know you were worried for everyone’s heartbreak and loss, and yet still, like your films, while horror is happening, you always believed in the light and the goodness in people and held hope for our city and all those who live here.

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A passing interest

If I don’t manage to fly, someone else will.

The Spirit wants only that there be flying.

As for who happens to do it,

in that he has only a passing interest.

— Rainer Maria Rilke

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Really You

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Air Power

Salon de locomotion aerienne 1909, Grand Palais, Paris
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